My cousin just died, yeah he tried to commit suicide a couple times and just recently he got an infection and died, another thing my other cousin that saved my life when I was little just broke up with her boyfriend and he's harassing her nonstop, it was her brother that died too so I'm really upset cause I'm the one who encouraged her to break up with him and now I can't help her. Yet another thing is that some girl at my school is being a huge ass and telling lies about me and saying I'm trying to copy her and shit, and whenever I walk home this guy keeps beating me up and saying how useless I am :/. So yeah my like is fucked up way more than I would want it to be, that means I won't be on here for a bit not by choice of course, my mom took away all my electronics cause she says I'm so ungrateful and I need to get my grades up
-_- so yeah she even threatened to send me to a foster home for no fucking reason, until my life isn't so messed up I won't be on here too much, if you are wondering how I was able to post this journal I had to borrow a friend's computer :/